Sunday, March 4, 2007
staring thru e windows, watching e spattering of raindrops on e floor, listening to e rythm of e drizzling rain, vivid images of u filled my whole mind.. endless thoughts of u came rushing back to my mind like a player being pressed rewind.. all e moments wif u all flashed back in a sudden..
i wasnt me lately. i cant realli put down in words why i feel that way, but im nt me; certainly. days without u by my side is realli torturing me.. is as if a bird without its wings.. i haf fallen way too deep in love wif u, tt i seriously cant ctrl myself. under all these circumstances, i haf become e "vinegar jar" once again.. i really will get jealous over almost everything.. i dun like being tis way, but i realli realli cant ctrl.. i juz hate e sight of gals staying close next to u.. i even hate it when u were teasing other gals but not me.. i wan ur attention all on me, i wan u all by myself. i noe im selfish, but tts me.. i cant share u wif other ppl, i seriously cant take it..
e sight of u and her sitting close beside each other realli pissed me off.. is like using a knife slowly stabbing my heart out.. i noe tis isnt wat u can ctrl.. but i realli feel uncomfortable seeing e sight.. so if i did show any unhappiness on my face, im sorry. im realli trying my best to conceal le.. when u finalli broke e news to me, im simply shocked n worried. as wat hua is saying, we cant lose u.. u noe u r very impt to us.. so pls pls pls do tc of urself kaes.. i still wanna b ur mrs woon de.. so pls stay healthy for e day to come..
ter's current gf called me ytd to ask me out. is like wth.. i dunno her, wats e pt of asking me out? is like i haf stop contacting ter once n for all, so wat she wans? i haf enuff probs to settle wif, so why is she popping out of nowhere n pissing me off?
to GARY laogong; hees.. thanx for tagging on my board. tts realli sweet of u.. am real happy tt i will get to see u tml.. n winks winks. hurhur.. just wanna let u noe tt u r always on my mind.. n pls do tc of urself yea? iloveyou, tons. muackies!!!
-you; gave me e affection that i ever wanted-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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