it's been one week since i last updated my blog. time passes real fast, just in one glance, my weekend is almost over. and i achieved absolutely nothing for this week. other from maybe i fell sick? yes, i caught a cold, a pretty bad one, and my throat is in such great pain that it's killing me. apparently is the cause of the cigarettes, maybe this is a sign for me to quit smoking. and cheer for me people, it's 3 days without cigarettes, but i am still alive and kicking that's for sure.

well, stayed home for nearly the whole weekend. i am down with flu, so obviously i don't have the extra energy to go out at all. slept the whole weekend off. but weirdly, i still can't get my energy back. i am still so restless and tired. shun texted me yesterday afternoon, told me that they saw vin at the gym. well, they din chat much though. and he din contact me for the past one week. surprisingly, i am fine with it. and reacting perfectly normal towards it. i am used to it i guess, so used to the hot - cold treatment he's giving me.

today is my driving lesson once again. well, i fared terribly i guess. nearly get involved in an accident. and well, that surely scared the shit out of me. haha, but yea, i survived it i guess. have to wait 2 more weeks for my next lesson to arrive. that's long yea? but frankly speaking, i am really sick of driving lesson i guess. it's really boring and i started to hate it. now i finally understand why my frens used to tell me that driving is sucky.

well, i guess it's all. its time for my good night sleep i think. nights ppl. ciaos.

[sometimes its good to face ur own mortality]

-kissesformybaby;-

Satisfying... after hours of sleep i finally feel refreshed! it's been ages since i last had a good night sleep. last night was a bad night for me. i kept tossed and turned on e bed feeling all tensed up and pissed off. there's alot of stuffs running through my mind, and dunno after how long, tiredness overcame frustrations, i finally fell asleep.

i slept well through out e whole night. dreamless night i guess.. dun remember having any dreams or whatsoever. woke up at 12pm n found out that i got plenty of missed calls and messages. those are mainly from baba, rah and of cos beloved zhiwei. baba texted me to inform that she's not going to zoo with us cos she came down with fever and flu. and rah called me several times. called back and realized that e zoo trip was postponed. am quite disappointed as i really looked forward to this outing.

gen chatted with me last night. he was asking me why i am not out on sat's night. well, frankly speaking, i have no idea too. i thought i will be out for clubbing or maybe pubbing. but yes, i stayed at home eventually. he told me that he missed me for quite abit, and yea, he's going to mos later on. well, chatted awhile more with him, and even recommended madtv to him, and e next moment he's out of e house. we can click real well, so i guess we can be real good friends yea?

anyway, i guess i am quite happy lately.. i guess it's cos of HIM? he made me feel loved once again.. he let me experienced e long lost happy moments. he brought back e smile to my face... i guess i am satisfied with what i have now. appreciate everything. yes, i truly do. thanks for everything, my dearest. =))

[you let me experience love all over again]

-idocherishyou;-

been quite a while since i last updated. am just so busy and tired lately that i totally dun have e extra energy to blog, even though quite alot of things happened lately..

firstly is of cos e celebration of silah's 20th birthday. well, we went suntec n had our fabulous dinner at swensen. after that we went to e musical fountain n of cos we snapped quite a number of pics. enjoyed myself to e bits.. just had so much fun that night. nuthing special happened after that day. just purely n mainly work, work n more work. am just so sick of e stupid IRAS job.. when can i ever break free? totally have no idea...

yesterday night met up with ting, hua, shun n huay after my work. ting went to xray her teeth.. she's going to put on braces soon, n can see that she's real excited bout it. after that, ting went home den e rest of us went to marina square kbox to look for aaron. sang all e way till 4am, am just so damn tired.

kena woke up by vin's sms this morning. he texted me at 9am to ask me have breakfast with him. hahaha, din reply to that msg cos i am simply too exhausted. after that, he texted me again at 10am plus, asking for a meet up later on. replied n agreed on a time. met up with him n we went out to have our meals together n etc.. spent 3 quality hours with him.. even though e time is short, but of cos i did cherish it. i really appreciate him for squeezing some time out from his busy schedule to accompany me.. i enjoyed myself; to e bits...

gonna hit e racks soon cos tomorrow will be going zoo with silah, baba n rah. just hope there will b no rain tomorrow. n we gonna take tons of pics again, that's for sure.. ^^v

p/s : am getting real close with gen lately. should i feel happy or sad bout it? only hua will know what i mean..

[My emotions confused, but definitely heightened]

-thanx for the memories;-

tired, i am so very tired. after 2 busy days, shiying's wedding banquet was a success. on fri night, i went to sy's house to ton together with e rest of e gals of KLASHCS gang. we were like all very excited and we were chatting non-stop. i missed e times like e gd old days.. is as if we were back to our camping trips.. just love them so so much..

we finally went to bed at nearly 3am.. n yes, we need to wake up at 5am on e next day. as for e 2nd morn, we were like rushing to and fro as e groom n his "brothers" will arrive at 7.30am. we were like queuing to shower, to change and to make up. n finally e groom arrived.. n so we played prank on him n his "brothers" of cos.. at around 8am, when e groom finally got e bride successfully, off we go to e groom's home for e tea-giving ceremony. at around 11am, we went back to e bride's home. n yes, i took his (e guy who added me on msn n fs after i came back frm sy's rom) car when we were going back to e bride's home. but he din chat with me den.. n seline, mun n me were busy sleeping in his car while his fren n him were busy chatting..

den we slacked inside sy's room to relax ourselves n have a rest. so he and his "brothers" were like so noisy crapping outside e window. n he keep disturbed us by knocking at e window, asking us to help them take photo. n they joked bout wanting to come inside e room too, n they did come in eventually. took quite alot of photos den.. at around 1pm plus, we finally can go home n take a rest. mun, seline n cui went home together with amy n xiaode cos all of them stays at amk. thus e poor me need to go home alone... i was bout to cross e road den i saw his car drove pass. yes, he did slow alittle but after tt he went off. so i was waiting for a cab there, his car drove past again, n this time round stopped in front of me. he came out of his car n asked me where am i heading, n volunteered to send me home. but cos he's unsure of e direction n etc, so he took bout 1/2 hr time to send me home from sin ming. n he's telling me to move house cos my place is simply too ulu. hahaha.. he's so funny yea? and we chatted bout work n etc, so i am quite surprised that he remembered me. n yea, he's sweet and quite a gentleman..

saw him at e dinner banquet of cos. he came early too. n june hua came to fetch me, seline, mun and cui to e restaurant. we reached there around 5plus, n we were busy once again. but i am very happy cos saw alot of sec sch mates.. n of cos, we took alot of photo again.. after e banquet, june hua, chuan han, weilun, zhixian, seline, cui, shawn, zhan hao n me went to mos. we went to e rnb corner n yes it was packed. n there was tis guy there, keep bumping into me.. and e last time, he held my hands n squeezed them n apologized to me.. n yes, he don't want to let go after tat. he seems young, maybe around 23 or so.. i will just see him everywhere i go..

went home at around 4am.. cos we need to let june hua to get sober before he can drive again. am just so so tired. n yes, i got hangover once again. drank quite abit last night. but of cos, i enjoyed myself to e bits. just so in love with them. gonna upload those photos soon~

[are you feeling e same way as wat i feel towards you?]

-iharttyou;-

the long wait has been paid off. yes, i finally caught "harry potter and the order of phoenix"!!! i waited long enough for that. thus, i went to catch it on the preview. well, what should i say bout tis movie? hmmm, frankly speaking, i am quite disappointed tis time round. to b frank, i seriously think that this is e most lousiest harry potter's movie i have ever watched. yes, there were still some effects going on. but they all looked alike. is like nuthing special anymore. and i seriously hate e last part when dumbledore fought with e youknowwho. (Lord Voldemort) to me, it looked as if they are playing with fireworks. but well, luckily for tis movie, e ploy is not bad, so i never really regretted watching it.

anyway, i am feeling much better today. not as emo as few days ago.. but of cos, i am still missing him as usual. its been days since he last contacted me.. dunno what's happening once again. i just miss him to e bits. how i wish i can b in his embrace once again.. yea, i know, i sounded lovesick. but i am just being true to myself. i am going to deceive myself no more. yes, i still love him, that's for sure...

going shopping with hua later. need to buy some dresses for sy's wedding banquet. hope i will get my ideal dress. guess thats all.. gonna catch some sleep now...

[you are everything tat i ever wanted]

-iSTILLloveyou;-

its been days since i last blogged. i had so much stuffs on my mind, but i seriously dunno how to put them into words, and some stuffs are better to leave unsaid. or maybe rather cos other side of me is just simply too lazy to update, am just so worn out lately..

i tried; very hard to glue all these pieces back and let them fall into place. but maybe cos i tried too hard that all these just backfired. it hurted so badly that i feel like trying no more. i know, i am getting emo once again. i can picture myself crying over the lamest stuffs ever, stressing myself and everyone else around me. i seriously dunno why i am back to the past over-sensitive me. maybe is just solely pms, or simply cos i am just too stressed lately. just maybe..

getting back into contact with him isn't in my favour anymore. it seriously puts me in a difficult spot. yes i know, its perfectly normal for frens to go out together. but yes, i wan us to be more than frens. maybe i am expecting too much, but who gives a damn?

seriously need to quit smoking. the cost of cigarettes is getting too much for me to handle. and he doesn't like gals who smoke.. so for him, i will quit.. for him, i seriously will. and yes, gonna save up and get a tattoo soon. i waited too long for that...


[it hurted so badly that i think i will get numb soon]

-obliviousonceagain;-

what's love? seriously i have no idea. all these years, i have tried all my means and ways to find out what's love, but of cos, till now i still have no clue what's love all about. sometimes i rather there's no love in this world, and maybe there will b lesser sufferings ongoing. cos after every failed r/s, we will undergo an emotional turmoil which will led us to have suicidal thoughts. and normally this will last for quite awhile, and we finally get on our feet and continue trying. but of cos, this cycle keeps repeat itself until maybe we decided to stop trying...

met up with vincent just now. well, he cut his hair once again. he's god damn cute of cos. he said his colleagues like his current hairstyle better, cos he looks much neater not like last time he looked like "lee xiao long". hahaha. and he showed me the letter that one of his friend had written for him. well, really dunno how to react when i saw the letter. shocked? stunned? lols. just laughed my way through. yea, he's feeling so vexed, yet i still can laugh. i am that mean alright. anyway, even though i just met him for 2 short pathetic hours, but i still enjoyed myself to the bits. i dunno why when i am with him, all the past feelings i had for him will come rushing back to me. is it cos i still love him? is it cos i still cant forget him? or maybe simply cos i enjoyed his company? i really have no idea. i shouldn't think too much or pin too high hopes since there isn't any status between us at e moment. as what the famous quote says "let nature takes its own course".

well, guess its time for me to hit the sack. am just so tired and sleepy. nights ppl. so long~

[you still play a very important role in my life]

-complicatedme;-

i am just so not me today. cos of what i am not very sure. just feeling so sleepy and tired at the moment.. all these showed that i seriously do need a break.

ytd was my driving lesson. and yes, i am just so disappointed with my performance. feeling so demoralizing and discouraged. all thanks to my nervousness, i fared fairly badly i guess. just hope my next coming lesson will be much better.. really have to find ways to calm myself down.

alright, enough of those depressing stuffs. now its time for some happy incidents. yes, vincent texted me ytd night. he was dating me out. haha, am just so happy.. but of cos dunno whether he will pangseh me anot. even though he said is already confirmed. yes, we did feel that we are getting closer to each other, but still i can sense there's a ridge between us. but who cares, i am happy that we are progressing very smoothly at the moment. just hope tml i will get to see him successfully.

well, i am super duper tired at e moment. guess its time for me to hit e sack. nights ppl!

[spread my wings n teach me how to fly]

-imsoinlovewifyou-

finally met up with VINCENT after how many zillion years. at first i was preparing myself from being pangseh by him once again.. but yea, he surprised me by really dropping by at my void deck. as usual, i was slacking n rotting myself at home, den he just called me up and said he had already reached. so i was rushing to and fro, scolded him for not informing me earlier, and he told me its mainly cos he wanna surprise me. haha, tt's his excuses once again.

brought him to some western cafe to have his late lunch, n yet the boss turned out to be his fren. well, its an enjoyment watching his every movement.. e way he eats, e way hes pissed off, e way hes staring at me n etc.. caught many gals peeping at him, i am so used to it, those gals just treat me as some invisible creature. he cut his hair, and he looks so cute at e moment, i prefer his current hairstyle. just so boyish looking even thou he's already 29.

am just so happy that he finally keep his promise tis time round. just hope all these will maintain as what it is at e moment. he jioed me to go clubbing this coming fri, to powerhouse of cos, he knew i am so in love with powerhouse. and yes, cos his fren is a bartender there, so he's telling me that we will get drinks for free for sure. yay for that! and he shared his probs with me.. its as if we are back to e good old times, when he will tell me most of his stuffs. feel extremely comforted that he will share his probs with me once again.. anyway, just hope he will really keep his promise and bring me along to club with him.. i am looking forward to that alright..

tomorrow is my driving lesson once again.. getting nervous and excited all over. just hope i will do well ba.. anyway, guess that's all.. ciaos ppl!

[hold onto my hands and never let go]

-tellmeyoulovemetoo;-

caught transformers with shun, hua and dee just now. am really in love with e show. e effects are simply so awesome that u will go "WOW"! but of cos e show was quite long, thus i sit till my butt hurts like there's no tml. but of cos i have no regrets catching e movie cos its really a very nice movie. so *thumbs up* for transformers.. its really worth watching and i give 4/5 stars for it!

and after e movie, we went back tpy to eat dinner. dee went off shortly after that, while me, shun and hua waited at lor 5 for ting to contact us. and finally after 2 weeks, i went to club again! but not at powerhouse this time round.. we went velvet dragon.. ting was telling me how happening was at velvet dragon, but to me, i don't think its as fun as powerhouse. but well, we went in for free cos ting's fren is a member there. din get to drink alot but got to dance quite abit. but i dun really like e music there, i still prefer powerhouse.

anyway, vincent texted me early tis morn.. he was telling me he misses me quite abit.. hes asking me for a meet up later today.. well, kinda miss him thou cos its really been ages since i last seen him.. so hopefully, i will get to see him tml, seriously pray that he wun pangseh me once again. hohoho. :x

well, its time for me to turn in i guess. i am very tired. nights ppl. =D

p/s: i saw recokia today, hes working at balestier plaza! HURHUR

[please fulfil my one last wish]

-iminlovewifyou;-

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Sherlyn Lee Lanying
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25 years old
❤ LaoGong Baby Johnny
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