Monday, March 26, 2007
never noe a heart can b so down, so torn.. never feel so heartbroken in my whole life.. im sitting here, alone in my room, in total darkness, posting tis pathetic entry.. facing e lifeless room, tears juz rolled down without ctrl.. im realli clueless wats happening to me.. just feel so crestfallen n forlorn for e past few days.. is tis e omen? is my depression coming back to haunt me once again? i hate tis feeling, totally.. cos i haf e tendency to hurt myself whenever i feel depressed.. so i dunwan tt to happen once again.. i wanna b happy, to b freed frm all e problems.. but i noe is so god damn hard..
tml will b starting work at IRAS already.. juz hope everything will b going smoothly for me n ah huay.. a bad thought has being lingering in my mind for e past few days.. i just hope its just me thinking too much.. just hope it wun come true ba.. loven called me ytd.. asked me for a mit up tis coming wed.. haber cfm anything wif him, nt sure whether wans to mit him anot.. he claims tt he misses me, lots.. but i doubt tts e truth.. but nah, im nt goin to think bout it anymore.. i wanna b stress-free.. even its juz for a very short moment.. last nite was a terrible night for me, just feeling so down n crappy.. but thanx to gary, she cheered me up wif her fone call.. realli thanx a zillion, truly appreciate it.. =)
anyway, nw i just wanna to earn tons of money, n go overseas for a holiday.. just wanna relax myself out.. so just hope i can achieve tt aim yea? well, will b back for more updates when i feel like doing so..
[u meant everything to me; tts for certain.]
-brokenpiecesofme-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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