Thursday, March 29, 2007
emptiness filled my whole heart; lonliness kicked in once again.. i tot, by keeping myself occupied wif work i will b numb to everything.. but im wrong; terribly wrong.. i still feel empty, deep down in my heart.. i will still feel upset n moody.. i haf tried all e ways n means to make myself happy.. trying very hard to b oblivious to my surroundings, yet its still all in vain..
buried myself in my pile of work.. trying my very best nt to think so much.. but still.. i will still miss u.. work's been a prob too.. very stressful.. n so many things to learn n memories.. esp. e laws of income tax is realli killing me slowly.. plenty of quizes n tests.. ahhhh.. im just so fed up wif myself as i cant seem to get e facts rite.. just hope i will catch e hold of tis job asap..
as for my love life.. wat can i sae? still as empty as ever? or its all juz 1 sided love of mine? im clueless.. im hanging here midway, dunno which way to proceed... im a very simple gal.. all i want is to b wif e 1 i love, is it realli tt hard? i guess so.. if nt i wun b so miserable at tis period of time..
just hope i can brk free frm all these misery eventually.. cos im losing myself.. i realli dunno, seriously dunno hw long i can hold onto it.. i only noe i will grow insane if tis continues.. oh GOD, pls elighten me.. im realli at my dead wits..
[promise me that u will love me; truly]
-fragile-hearted; handle me wif care-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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