Thursday, April 5, 2007
FINALLI!! the long break is here.. haha.. i haf waited long enuff for tis.. i deserve a break after all these hard works.. im realli dead beat.. struggling to keep my eyes open when im working.. drowned myself wif coffee whenever im sleepy.. even thou tt doesnt help at all.. luckily for me, time passed quite quickly today.. letchmi entertained us wif her jokes.. thus is relaxing time in a blink.. hurhur...
after work, went out wif frens to makan.. im always craving for food lately.. oso dunno wats happening to me.. this work caused me to haf a big appetite.. im always hungry!! nah! i muz lose sum more weight!!! i haf nt reached my ideal weight yet! i muz resist all e temptations!!! but i seriously nid some motivation to carry on..
anyway, just reached hme nt long ago.. i tot i will doze off once i reached hme.. but weird, im suddenli so energetic.. i think is cos of e coffee i drank some moments ago.. but im sitting here in daze, as if im waiting for sumthing or some1.. but i dunno wat i realli truly wan.. i haf shut myself out once again.. is as if im always day dreaming lately.. i cant realli focus on anything anymore.. tts so not me! i seriously wanna noe.. wat i realli want.. or rather wat u realli want.. asap.. im realli tired of guessing.. n im starting to hate tis guessing game.. its gonna be game over real soon if tis continues.. i nid sum guidance.. pls...
HAPPY 22nd BDAE TO JIANPING !!!
[fickle-minded; in dilemma]
-flying without wings-
































