Thursday, April 19, 2007
blah blah blah.. time for my rantings once again! anyways, guess u guys can see wats my previous entry was rite.. yea, of cos u all saw tt, is nt as if u all r blind.. i posted tt wif my determination alrites.. is nt on impulse or watsoever.. im realli serious tis time.. made up my mind to start anew.. i just cant b bothered wif e past anymore.. esmond is rite.. no use brooding over e past, it will only make me miserable.. i shld just let go.. n i will b much more happier.
anyway, smoked quite alot today. yea i noe, i did sae i wanna quit.. i did sae i wanna start anew.. so of cos im throwing aside my smoker image. hurhur.. but today letchmi, silah n rahayu asked me to smoke wif them. so i some sort of accompanied them.. hmmm.. tts wat a fren for rite? opps! =x
n yea, my hp nv beep at all while im at work today.. tts so pathetic alrites.. i missed e gd old days.. whr my hp will b flooded wif msgs.. but yes, tts e past i guess.. no 1 will bother to sms me anymore.. thinking of that, im so so depressed.. but luckily thrs letchmi, nudge n rahayu.. they realli brighten up my dull life.. realli thanx alots!
as im saying im letting go of e past n starting anew rite.. so here goes.. thr will b no more
i haf enuff of their lies n so-called promises. i haf enuff of their craps.. i haf enuff of all these liars in my life.. so OUT THEY GO; out frm my life; FOREVA. yes tts bout it.. lets welcome e NEW LY. cheers!!!
[finalli im freed frm all e misery]
-starting anew-
































