Sunday, May 27, 2007
am feeling so boring at e moment.. am just sitting here in daze dunno wat to do next.. today isnt a very gd day for me.. just feeling vexed n frustrated most of e times, oso dunno wats happening to me once again.. basically stayed at hme for e whole day, except mayb e fact tt i met up wif eric for an hr or two.. we went to tpy for e pasar malam once again.. its nuthing special since i already went wif hua, huay n heng ytd nite.. a very nice bag caught my eyes, n it costs ard 30 bucks, eric volunteered to buy for me, but i dunno y i rejected e offer. haha, kinda regretted now thou..anyway, we just walked ard aimlessly, ate quite alot of junk food.. n yes, i feel fat!!! but of cos, i enjoyed my times wif him.. he realli can cheer me up.. n yup, we walked hme after e pasar malam trip.. cant believe tt i actually suggested to walk hme since its real hot in e afternoon.. but yea, we chatted quite alot during e journey hme.. so its not a wasted trip i guess.. bumped into gary ytd nite while we were at tpy.. haha.. its like such a coincidence rite? i muz sae its quite a pleasant surprise to bump into her since i haber seen her for ages.. n hmm, dunno how to describe my feelings when i saw her.. she looks worn out n its quite obvious tt she has lost some weight.. anyway, we just sat at BK for some catching up n off we went to catch e last bus..
images of HIM flooded my whole mind once again.. our love, vividly appeared once again.. i just miss him; tons! thrs nuthing i can do only perharps sitting here, praying tt he will love me once again? wishing tt he will b rite here beside me, loving me? but of cos i noe its all wishful thinking of my part.. he will nv come back to my embrace anymore isnt it e case? so mayb i shall just wake up from my fairytale dream n move on yea? but its hard, so damn hard.. i just love him; to e bits...
[only drinking can numb my pain;]
-iheartyou, utterly-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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