Thursday, May 24, 2007
haber been updating for days.. seems like i got tons of things to update, but am just too lazy to do so.. haha, am just so physically n emotionally drained.. sleeping becomes my fav past time.. i can slp whole day long when im not working.. am becoming such a piggy once again..
anyway, redyed my hair today.. a new colour represents a new beginning? mayb yea? haha, loven contacted me back ytd.. was like asking me whether im attached anot.. wat he takes me as? spare tyre? told me tt he has broken up wif his gf, wats e point of telling me tt? im seriously not interested to noe any of his stuffs.. n well, am chatting wif ace at e moment.. haha was pysco-ing him to b member of st james.. haha so tt i can haf free admission lor! but of cos, e membership is ex.. tts ard $200 + 1 free bottle.. haha.. am goin to powerhouse again on next wed.. since elson will b leaving us.. n hmmm.. just feel like going tts it..
am thinking of him once again.. its been days since he last contact me.. im so used to this, so why am i still feeling miserable at tis point? mayb my pain has accumlated itself.. all mounted rite here on my back, tts why i feel like breaking down.. seriously, i dunno whether i still love him anot.. sometimes e feeling is so strong, while sometimes is just vaguely thr.. ahh.. just in dilemma.. dunno wat to do at e moment.. ahhh, just not gonna think of it anymore..
[im so emotionally drained;]
-in dilemma-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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