Tuesday, September 25, 2007
its yet another depressing entry..
i am sitting here alone, facing e four walls. yes, i am all alone.. its such a pathetic scene isn't it? its mid autumn festival yet e person i longed to be with is not here with me.. blinking back my tears, i tried to force all e unhappy thoughts out of my mind.. but of cos, that's all in vain.. cos i seriously cant stop e tears from flowing down anymore..
baby chubby gives me a little nudge at my ankle, as if she's telling me to dry my tears n move on.. but its hard.. so damn hard for me to be strong n forward-looking.. i just wanna spend this beautiful yet special night with him.. my prince charming.. is it really that hard to fulfill this little dream of mine?
disappointment; thats all i can say for now.. i am tired of going through this emotional turmoil over and over again.. i am a failure when it comes to r/s.. or rather i am a failure to almost everything.. sometimes all these pain is wearing me off so much that i feel like disappearing from this world entirely.. how i wish.. i could b.. freed...
this will be my worst mid autumn festival ever..
[i cant stop those tears anymore]
-betrayal&lies;-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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