Sunday, October 28, 2007
miserable.
this headache which i am suffering from right now is causing me great pain.. apparently is cos of e lack of sleep lately.. only get to sleep for a few hours for e past 2 days.. so right now, i am feeling terrible, as if my whole head is going to crack open sooner or later..
last night was an disappointment once again.. as usual, i thought, i hoped, i am going to see him.. but yes, he disappointed me once again.. he's always giving me all sorts of excuses to avoid meeting me.. is it really that hard to get to meet him? why is he hurting me over n over again? i am really clueless, i thought he loved me? so what is he treating me this way? sometimes i am dreading to find out e truth, but maybe sometimes its better for something to b left unsaid..
met up with alvis instead.. well, i am happy for once.. cos its been quite some time since i last meet up with him.. n e feeling is great.. snapped quite a few photos with him.. n i am glad that he din change much.. still as cheeky as ever i guess. =x
anyway, its weekday once again.. that idea of it is really disturbing me.. i just hate weekdays! cos that mainly means more work for me once again.. but i guess that's life? gonna strive hard now for a better future.. my greatest aim now is to own a car of my own!
n lastly, congrats on jinshun for passing his TP! this calls for a celebration!!!
[do you know tt i am so in love with you?]
-shagua&bendan;-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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