Wednesday, January 23, 2008
its been so long since i last blogged. so many things have been happening to me.. really don't know how to put them into words. there's no way i can describe my current feeling at e moment... torn and simply hurt. i can't believe i am such a fool for so long.. but as what js they all say, it's good in a way that i found out e truth, cos in this way, i am very certain that i can let go, once and for all..
found out e terrible truth just few days ago.. after 1 year plus, i am only able to find out what's really happening just few days ago. yes, i know i am being kept well in e dark for so freaking long. pissed, hurt, emotional, idiotic - u name it whatsoever.. i am just so damn frustrated with myself. yes, he's MARRIED. ahahaha, can't believe that yea? even though i did suspect some kind of thing like these before, but all along i thought he's like having some other gal out there, never know that e some other gal happened to be his wife. but well, it makes no difference i guess. even though there isn't any status going between me and him at e moment, but i am still pissed. can u imagine that? i went steady with him on 13th oct o6, and he's married on 22nd oct o6. what e fuck is all these? all i have for him right now is just plain hatred... i have being fooled by him for a god sake's past one year. enough is enough.. i want revenge, but i seriously don't know how to get it all started. i just fucking fucking and FUCKING hate him!!!!
enough of my complaints. now for some happy stuffs. caught "cloverfield" last night. frankly speaking, e movie really sarks big time. i don't know whats e director trying to achieve, making e audiences giddy i guess? everything is being shown in a video cam, and e scenes were like so unstable, moving here and there, and there seriously caused me to have a severe headache. after that went dinner, then he sent me home.. overall was an enjoyable night i guess...
can't wait for e getaway vacation trip with my friends. most probably will be going to bangkok. its been so long since i last visited thailand. really looking forward to it.. seriously need a break after all these shitty things going on in my life.
anyway, time for a good news! sy's baby is arriving soon. mostly will be a jan's baby i guess.. hees, can't wait for e baby's arrival...
time to pen off.. gonna continue watching my hk drama. ciaos..
[enough of e lies, enough of e heartbreaks.]
-fuckingsickofurlies;-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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