Monday, February 25, 2008





i am back to my old lifestyle once again.. trying to get drown in e alcohol to numb my pain. has been drinking non-stop last week, and i am actually enjoying myself.
met up with zenics on fri night. he brought me to his new penthouse.. and i am really amazed. its real huge, and we can see e stars and moon, and there's his own jacuzzi and bbq pit.. and he was asking whether i wanna stay there anot.. and he's gonna pass me 2 f1 tickets. cant wait for e day to come.. he's such a sweetie. =))
went clubbing with debeers on wed night.. doing nothing much except slacking around and drinking.. drank quite abit that night, but am sad to say that i din get drunk eventually.. sat night went clubbing once again with debeers, shun, ting and richard... and yea, in e end shun, ting and me got drunk. and is seriously drunk. shun is e worst among us, he kept puke non-stop and feeling giddy all over.. but i enjoyed myself to e bits.. feels so high and getting drunk helps keep my mind from all e misery. yesterday night went club again.. yea.. i know.. 3 times in a week.. but i don't really care, i just wanna get drunk.. that's my ultimate aim.. went with debeers, ting, shun, hua, heng and iris.. but is kinda boring last night.. except from e very fact that a very cute waiter came over to chat with me and ting.. and he's so macho and boyish looking.. i din get drunk in e end but i overslept this morning.. luckily jeffrey din reprimand me for that.
will be working under debeers soon.. am really excited and nervous bout that. but he promised me that i will be under good hands, so yea, i trust him for that.. hope everything will turn out fine for me, and hope i will earn as much money as possible..
vincent asked me whether i am still willing seeing him.. told him how i feel, and i guess he got it..
i got no time to talk bout love anymore.. just money money and money... =))
































