Monday, May 5, 2008
alright, here goes my rantings once again.. am so free at the moment, so why not use this spare time to update my blog.. but seriously what to blog right now, is as if my whole mind is in a complete blank.. maybe i am just too lovesick to do anything...
today's simply not my day.. com. at workplace is having some problems, so i can't start on my work items until around 11am.. i just sat there, daydreaming, rotting myself to death.. maybe that's enjoyment for some of you people outta there, but seriously, to me, that's pure torture.. but work's been okay so far, cos somehow i prefer work items to forms screening.. so overall, everything's great...
reached home, went online, and saw vincent dropping some offline messages f0r me.. something like asking me not to leave him and etc.. claiming that he's wanting me badly.. but frankly speaking, he din cherish me when we were together, so what's the point of telling me all these now? its way too late, isn't it the case?
[let past mistakes help dictate what not to do in future r/s. sometimes the worst love affairs teach us the most bout ourselves. reflect on how you would handled the situation differently and move forward.]
that's so meaningful.... i was being too naive in the past r/s... i gave in way too much till i seriously don't know how its like to be loved by someone.. but at least now i know.. now i truly know how its like to be deeply loved and pampered by someone.. all thanks to my beloved baby johnny... =))
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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