Monday, May 19, 2008
its been awhile.. has been feeling lazy to update my blog lately... maybe stuffs have been moving on peacefully thus i don't see any need to rant out here..
almost everything has been going on smoothly, ALMOST, except from the very fact that i quarrelled with ting. i must say i am utterly disappointed in her.. seriously don't know what's wrong with her.. she's not feeling too good, she's feeling stressed over work, den she can vent her freaking frustrations on me? she's not e only one who with all e stress, sometimes really feels that she should grow up n stop whining.. that's life, take it or leave it.. everyone has their own problems, their own things to stress about.. so what's e big idea of she herself getting all e stress? people told me that she's young, so? i seriously don't think 18 is still young, moreover, she's working in e society now.. she cannot be so childish and naive that she thinks she can go around bossing people.. never mind, enough for that, or should i say i had enough of all these craps?
as for my love life... i don't know how to put it in words... his love for me, sometimes i can feel it vaguely there... and that's it.. shun claimed that if johnny doesn't love me, he won't even bother to buy a laptop for me and etc.. yes, i know... but seriously, sometimes i really feel that games are more important to him... i really regretted introducing cabal to him... so maybe that's all my retribution.. i know that's his only way of relieving his stress... but i just can't help getting a little pissed over his attention for e game...
junyao is going over to usa real soon.. for 2 years.. am sad.. cos he's always e one who stands beside me whenever i am feeling down and out.. he's always there when i needed someone.. so for e next two years, there won't be any junyao anymore.. so in other words, i need to face all e problems by myself.. not sure whether i can handle them... but i will try my very best...
guess thats all.. its such a boring vesak day...
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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