Wednesday, September 3, 2008
disappointed; that's all i can say... there's no way i can hide my disappointment. i thought everything will be great, but apparently it isn't.. i wanted and waiting for something to happen.. but yet it turns out to be just a normal day.. maybe is me being sensitive all over again.. or rather maybe i am just expecting much much more den last time...
i dun mind e past few months, seriously i really don't... but dunno why, today seems very important to me.. maybe cos is THE DAY. but maybe to him, is just a very normal day...
i waited patiently for today to arrive.. but yet.. he called way after 12am.. i know.. that he went to bathe before that.. i know he din do that on purpose.. so why am i feeling so down at e moment? i know he's tired.. i know that at least he made an effort to call and remembering e day.. i understand that we both need to work.. i understand that we wun have e time to go out dating n etc.. i know all that! so why?! why am i still so unreasonable and uncaring?
sometimes i really think that i am not worthy for anyone's love.. i am just so unfeeling at times.. and i seriously feel shameful bout it... maybe anniversary really means alot to me.. or rather maybe i am just finding yet another excuse to let myself get out from this situation...
-happy half yr anniversary to us ヅ-
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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