Monday, September 15, 2008
i am so not me... pondering over e same old questions yet again... e hurt creeps up onto me softly, killing me slowly.. i dunno why i will feel that way... he just added that particular person and i m feeling e pang of jealousy.. why is that so? i seriously have no idea.. maybe i know what that particular person is capable of... and i really dunno what drawn him towards her... her sexiness? her cleavage? or what? what is there that she has that i dunhave? why is he attracted to her? why is it HER again?
maybe she's e one who added him.. maybe is not he takes initiative.. but i just hate e thought that they are linked to each other.. even though maybe they are merely frens.. i know i am exaggerating stuffs here yet again.. cos he has added many other female sexy creatures before her.. but maybe thats it... i blew my top, lost my cool... i just cant accept e fact that is HER and none others..
how i wish i can just shut myself off with all other ppl... i just wanna isolate myself.. i am so sick of facing myself, facing my jealousy...............................................
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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