Sunday, November 16, 2008
migraine attacks once again, killing me softly. to numb e pain, e crave for cigarettes increases rapidly. and yet e pain has becoming stronger and stronger.. maybe my body is protesting.. telling me to cut down on my sticks.. but its hard, very hard.. cos i felt so stress-free when i smoke.. and totally enjoyed every moments of e process..
things have been going on smoothly.. days passed peacefully even though e disputes at work are overwhelming.. e love for baby is getting stronger and stronger, and can feel that our love is not as fragile as last time anymore.. that's very comforting, cos after all e stuffs i have done, after all e hard work i have put in.. i am finally seeing some visible results..
yesterday went to suntec's food fair with hua and heng.. and e place was so crowded that we can hardly move our feet.. but overall not a wasted trip, cos e tom yum soup there was heavenly! brought some mango salad and oyster spring roll for baby too. went sim lim to look for him den went home with him after that..
baby's so sweet. he offered to give me a massage even though he's dead beat.. pampering and cherishing me like his precious.. truly appreciated everything he has done for me.. i love him so much!
and yes, i feel very loved by him too. :))
































