Sunday, November 1, 2009
mistakes.
i am sure everyone makes mistakes sometimes in their life. and its alright making mistakes, provided you will realise your mistakes and mend your ways after that. no one is saint, and no one can spare from making mistakes, but can you forgive someone when he/she makes a grave mistake?
i doubt i can, some way or other, i can't stand betrayal and lies. i know that i aren't saint myself, but its hard bringing myself to forgive someone who hurts me so much. sometimes i just hate my stupidity, is like i know that someone is lying to me, but yet i bring myself to believe that person. why is that so, i am not sure. and i am someone who has doubting behaviour, and i am someone who can't trust people easily, so why am i falling for others' lies time after time?
after years of pondering i still can't seem to find an answer to it. and yes, i am getting tired and sick of trying no more. so i gave up, stopped once and for all...
attended "NSS retreat" at Orchid Country Club yesterday. tiring day, but overall it was fun. packed with fun and bonding games, and one plus point is the delicious food and snack. went out with dnz and chin li after that. and somehow confronted chin li and had a heart to heart talk with dnz. and of cos, as what i expected, chin li denied everything. and dnz somehow knows what kind of person chin li really is. and both me and dnz hope that we can talk some senses into her, but i doubt she will. and we don't really care whether she will bastard us anot, cos no point staying at the sucky place after all these sickening problems.
and laogong accompanied me for my whole weekend, happy as usual, and i seriously hope that our short bkk getaway will come asap. i need that break and the shopping spree! and i hope we will be as loving as ever for always!
[[*.i hartt euu, foreva n eva.*]]
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